The
following is one of the most challenging decisions I have made. I have chosen
to open up a part of my life and story to reveal both a struggle I have and a
passion for ministry I have. My hope, my prayer is for you to join me on my
journey and to see where it takes you as well as me.
Unless you
have not seen me in the past twenty five years, the following is stating the
obvious: I am ultra obese. These are hard words for me to write. Some of you
know that in my youth and young-adult years I was very athletic and quite fit.
I now have the desire to regain some of what I have worked so hard to destroy
with excessive, compulsive overeating. Through very hard personal work I have
begun to make sense of what has driven my addictive behavior with food – the
numbing out it provided me over the years. I am (slowly) beginning to realize
and to know that I no longer need to “hide” inside my skin, behind the fat in
order to feel safe and protected.
Now is my time to return to physical health and fitness.
Here is the
cold hard fact: I need to lose 200 pounds.
This is an
astonishing number. 200 pounds. Wow. As I have begun to awaken from my slumber
of mindless eating and numb, automatic living, I am filled with a wonder of how
I let my weight get so out of control. It just dumbfounds me. I feel like I
have been living as a sleeping giant. But the giant is now awake!
I have
heard, read, discovered that successful, long-term, permanent weight loss
occurs in community. It is to this community I invite you because I need you. I need your support.
I need your encouragement. I need your love. I need your help.
You are
probably wondering about the “10:1” at the top of the page. I would like to
make this weight-lose journey about more than just me and my health. 10:1
represents a pledge that I am making and a pledge that I am asking you to make.
I am pledging $10 for every 1 pound that I lose to be divided equally between
three organizations that are very meaningful to me, Joyful Hearts Foundation, For the Sake of One, and Open Hearts Ministry. I am asking you to pledge to pray for me in this journey
at 10-to-1 (12:50) every day (preferably) or as often as you can.
Some of you
may want to do more. I welcome your desire and offer you these challenges. Join
me in weight loss. Share your journey with us of losing weight. Join me in
giving. I have provided the websites of the three organizations below; please
share with us if you choose to give. Join me in the 10:1 challenge. Pledge to
donate a fixed amount for every pound I lose to give to these three organizations
(i.e. a penny a pound, 50₵ a pound, $1.00 a pound, etc.).
Since
joining Weight Watchers I have lost nearly 50 pounds! My 10:1 pledge will
include this weight lost plus the weight I lose going forward. Over the course
of the journey I will keep you posted on how much I have lost.
I will be
creating a blog so you can follow me along the way which will allow you to
provide comments and feedback. I will also create a pledge page and invite you
to fill it out to pledge whatever you can – prayers, pounds, pennies (or
dollars!).
In the mean
time, thank you for your love, prayers, and support. This is going to be some
adventure!
With Much Love and Blessings,
Erin
http://joyfulheartfoundation.org/
http://www.ohmin.org/
There is a joy in the journey
There's a light we can love on the way
There is a wonder and wildness to life
And freedom for those who obey
Michael
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http://www.ohmin.org/
There is a joy in the journey
There's a light we can love on the way
There is a wonder and wildness to life
And freedom for those who obey
Just finished reading this first post as well as your most recent one and skimming the rest I'd not read before. God bless you as you continue on this journey, Sister! I think that it is so wonderful that you are making this decision, as it is going to help your health, your daughter and grandbaby, your walk with Christ, and everything around your life. May He RICHLY bless you with all good things as you continue chasing Him!
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